1 October, 4 A.M.
Just as we were about to leave the
house, an urgent message was brought to me from Renfield to know if I would see
him at once, as he had something of the utmost importance to say to me. I told
the messenger to say that I would attend to his wishes in the morning, I was busy
just at the moment.
The attendant added, "He seems very importunate,
sir. I have never seen him so eager. I don't know but what, if you don't see him
soon, he will have one of his violent fits." I knew the man would not have
said this without some cause, so I said, "All right, I'll go now," and
I asked the others to wait a few minutes for me, as I had to go and see my patient.
me with you, friend John," said the Professor. "His case in your diary
interest me much, and it had bearing, too, now and again on our case. I should
much like to see him, and especial when his mind is disturbed."
I come also?" asked Lord Godalming.
"Me too?" said Quincey
Morris. "May I come?" said Harker. I nodded, and we all went down the
We found him in a state of considerable excitement, but
far more rational in his speech and manner than I had ever seen him. There was
an unusual understanding of himself, which was unlike anything I had ever met
with in a lunatic, and he took it for granted that his reasons would prevail with
others entirely sane. We all five went into the room, but none of the others at
first said anything. His request was that I would at once release him from the
asylum and send him home. This he backed up with arguments regarding his complete
recovery, and adduced his own existing sanity.
"I appeal to your friends,"
he said, "they will, perhaps, not mind sitting in judgement on my case. By
the way, you have not introduced me."
I was so much astonished, that
the oddness of introducing a madman in an asylum did not strike me at the moment,
and besides, there was a certain dignity in the man's manner, so much of the habit
of equality, that I at once made the introduction, "Lord Godalming, Professor
Van Helsing, Mr. Quincey Morris, of Texas, Mr. Jonathan Harker, Mr. Renfield."
shook hands with each of them, saying in turn, "Lord Godalming, I had the
honour of seconding your father at the Windham; I grieve to know, by your holding
the title, that he is no more. He was a man loved and honoured by all who knew
him, and in his youth was, I have heard, the inventor of a burnt rum punch, much
patronized on Derby night. Mr. Morris, you should be proud of your great state.
Its reception into the Union was a precedent which may have far-reaching effects
hereafter, when the Pole and the Tropics may hold alliance to the Stars and Stripes.
The power of Treaty may yet prove a vast engine of enlargement, when the Monroe
doctrine takes its true place as a political fable. What shall any man say of
his pleasure at meeting Van Helsing? Sir, I make no apology for dropping all forms
of conventional prefix. When an individual has revolutionized therapeutics by
his discovery of the continuous evolution of brain matter, conventional forms
are unfitting, since they would seem to limit him to one of a class. You, gentlemen,
who by nationality, by heredity, or by the possession of natural gifts, are fitted
to hold your respective places in the moving world, I take to witness that I am
as sane as at least the majority of men who are in full possession of their liberties.
And I am sure that you, Dr. Seward, humanitarian and medico-jurist as well as
scientist, will deem it a moral duty to deal with me as one to be considered as
under exceptional circumstances." He made this last appeal with a courtly
air of conviction which was not without its own charm.
I think we were all
staggered. For my own part, I was under the conviction, despite my knowledge of
the man's character and history, that his reason had been restored, and I felt
under a strong impulse to tell him that I was satisfied as to his sanity, and
would see about the necessary formalities for his release in the morning. I thought
it better to wait, however, before making so grave a statement, for of old I knew
the sudden changes to which this particular patient was liable. So I contented
myself with making a general statement that he appeared to be improving very rapidly,
that I would have a longer chat with him in the morning, and would then see what
I could do in the direction of meeting his wishes.
This did not at all satisfy
him, for he said quickly, "But I fear, Dr. Seward, that you hardly apprehend
my wish. I desire to go at once, here, now, this very hour, this very moment,
if I may. Time presses, and in our implied agreement with the old scytheman it
is of the essence of the contract. I am sure it is only necessary to put before
so admirable a practitioner as Dr. Seward so simple, yet so momentous a wish,
to ensure its fulfilment."
He looked at me keenly, and seeing the negative
in my face, turned to the others, and scrutinized them closely. Not meeting any
sufficient response, he went on, "Is it possible that I have erred in my
"You have," I said frankly, but at the same
time, as I felt, brutally.
There was a considerable pause, and then he said
slowly, "Then I suppose I must only shift my ground of request. Let me ask
for this concession, boon, privilege, what you will. I am content to implore in
such a case, not on personal grounds, but for the sake of others. I am not at
liberty to give you the whole of my reasons, but you may, I assure you, take it
from me that they are good ones, sound and unselfish, and spring from the highest
sense of duty.
"Could you look, sir, into my heart, you would approve
to the full the sentiments which animate me. Nay, more, you would count me amongst
the best and truest of your friends."
Again he looked at us all keenly.
I had a growing conviction that this sudden change of his entire intellectual
method was but yet another phase of his madness, and so determined to let him
go on a little longer, knowing from experience that he would, like all lunatics,
give himself away in the end. Van Helsing was gazing at him with a look of utmost
intensity, his bushy eyebrows almost meeting with the fixed concentration of his
look. He said to Renfield in a tone which did not surprise me at the time, but
only when I thought of it afterwards, for it was as of one addressing an equal,
"Can you not tell frankly your real reason for wishing to be free tonight?
I will undertake that if you will satisfy even me, a stranger, without prejudice,
and with the habit of keeping an open mind, Dr. Seward will give you, at his own
risk and on his own responsibility, the privilege you seek."
his head sadly, and with a look of poignant regret on his face. The Professor
went on, "Come, sir, bethink yourself. You claim the privilege of reason
in the highest degree, since you seek to impress us with your complete reasonableness.
You do this, whose sanity we have reason to doubt, since you are not yet released
from medical treatment for this very defect. If you will not help us in our effort
to choose the wisest course, how can we perform the duty which you yourself put
upon us? Be wise, and help us, and if we can we shall aid you to achieve your
He still shook his head as he said, "Dr. Van Helsing, I
have nothing to say. Your argument is complete, and if I were free to speak I
should not hesitate a moment, but I am not my own master in the matter. I can
only ask you to trust me. If I am refused, the responsibility does not rest with
I thought it was now time to end the scene, which was becoming
too comically grave, so I went towards the door, simply saying, "Come, my
friends, we have work to do. Goodnight."
As, however, I got near the
door, a new change came over the patient. He moved towards me so quickly that
for the moment I feared that he was about to make another homicidal attack. My
fears, however, were groundless, for he held up his two hands imploringly, and
made his petition in a moving manner. As he saw that the very excess of his emotion
was militating against him, by restoring us more to our old relations, he became
still more demonstrative. I glanced at Van Helsing, and saw my conviction reflected
in his eyes, so I became a little more fixed in my manner, if not more stern,
and motioned to him that his efforts were unavailing. I had previously seen something
of the same constantly growing excitement in him when he had to make some request
of which at the time he had thought much, such for instance, as when he wanted
a cat, and I was prepared to see the collapse into the same sullen acquiescence
on this occasion.
My expectation was not realized, for when he found that
his appeal would not be successful, he got into quite a frantic condition. He
threw himself on his knees, and held up his hands, wringing them in plaintive
supplication, and poured forth a torrent of entreaty, with the tears rolling down
his cheeks, and his whole face and form expressive of the deepest emotion.
me entreat you, Dr. Seward, oh, let me implore you, to let me out of this house
at once. Send me away how you will and where you will, send keepers with me with
whips and chains, let them take me in a strait waistcoat, manacled and leg-ironed,
even to gaol, but let me go out of this. You don't know what you do by keeping
me here. I am speaking from the depths of my heart, of my very soul. You don't
know whom you wrong, or how, and I may not tell. Woe is me! I may not tell. By
all you hold sacred, by all you hold dear, by your love that is lost, by your
hope that lives, for the sake of the Almighty, take me out of this and save my
soul from guilt! Can't you hear me, man? Can't you understand? Will you never
learn? Don't you know that I am sane and earnest now, that I am no lunatic in
a mad fit, but a sane man fighting for his soul? Oh, hear me! Hear me! Let me
go, let me go, let me go!"
I thought that the longer this went on the
wilder he would get, and so would bring on a fit, so I took him by the hand and
raised him up.
"Come," I said sternly, "no more of this,
we have had quite enough already. Get to your bed and try to behave more discreetly."
suddenly stopped and looked at me intently for several moments. Then, without
a word, he rose and moving over, sat down on the side of the bed. The collapse
had come, as on former occasions, just as I had expected.
When I was leaving
the room, last of our party, he said to me in a quiet, well-bred voice, "You
will, I trust, Dr. Seward, do me the justice to bear in mind, later on, that I
did what I could to convince you tonight."